So we haven't had sex for a week so far. Last monday was the last time that we had sex and I was the one that initiated it like always. I've been waiting for my husband to initiate but he hasn't. I honestly think that he's more interested in his online game then sex with me. He still masturbates in the morning before I wake up or while I'm at work. I've asked him not to so that when I get home and get relaxed we can have sex. Well as you can see that it hasn't happened. Today was my breaking point with the no sex because I'm not initiating it. I tried kissing him and he pushed me away because he's sick. Honestly I don't give a damn if he's sick or not. I work in retail and I'm already constantly getting a cold because people cough and sneeze everywhere. Also he tries to tell me that he tried to make out with me in the car last night when we got home. We had bags in the car and food that had to get in the house. He also tried to get me to jerk him off while watching a movie that we had not seen. He always picks the worse times to try to start something and it's pissing me off. I don't get why he won't intiate sex with me at a time when we can actually have sex and enjoy it and not have to rush it. I've tried talking to him and he doesn't see anything wrong with how our sex life is. I don't want to initiate again because it will make me feel like crap like I'm forcing him to have sex with me and I don't want that. I guess for advice I'm asking for ways to get sex completely off of my mind so that I can function properly at work and home with doing the things that need to get done at work and at home. Also I guess how to not resent him for not intiating. I do love him with all of my being and would never leave him or cheat on him in any way.