Okay, first of all, I apologize in advance for being such a pathetic idiot and wasting anyone's time with this, but I need advice and I'm too embarrassed to talk about this with people I know. So, last night I got ridiculously drunk and had a one night stand sort of thing. I know we were fooling around and that he @ least fingered + went down on me, but I'm not sure if we had sex. He said the condom broke and I flipped out and left the room and he left before I could calm myself down and figure out what happened. Part of me thinks it broke before anything happened, but I just don't know. I remember something going on down there, but I was *really* out of it and I'm not sure what exactly happened. There was no mess of any kind so I'm pretty sure he didn't cum if it did happen. I'm a virgin (or was?) though, so I mean, I'd feel pain afterwards, right? Didn't see any blood, but I know some girls break it during childhood accidents and whatnot. Couldn't find the condom (or my underwear for that matter :uhh. I don't know. What would you be thinking? A girl usually feels pain, right? If I get an exam, can the doctor tell me if I've had sex? Also, I know he didn't cum, so I'm not too scared about this, but...diseases? Ugh, I know I bit his lip and left a mark, is there any risk of HIV involved with that? Again, sorry for sounding like such an immature idiot. No need for lecturing, I know how stupid I am. Thanks so much for any possible help. I'm really kind of freaking out.