I met a girl online four months ago. We have talked, exchanged pictures, phoned each other, and everything. Without mentioning a lot of details, because I'm too upset to mention any right now, we fell in love. I had never met anyone like her before. And the same with her for me. I talked to her every night for at least an hour, and usually more. She was planning on flying out to visit me this August. I knew the passwords she used for her myspace and other things such as that, but I had never used them before. She was going to be gone for a week this week, and I already missed her when I woke up this morning. I guessed at her password and logged on to her myspace so I could see the messages we've written to each other, so I could read them and smile. When I put in her email address and password and logged in, it was a completely different girl entirely. When I called her and asked her about it, she confessed that for the past four months she had been lying to me, and sending me pictures of a friend, because she is rather overweight and hates the way she looks. She used to be skinny, but developed a thyroid problem about a year and a half ago. She said she didn't think I could love her if I really knew what she looked like. I really do care for this girl. Everything I have ever learned about her I like. But to hear that she has been feeding me a lie for four months, I don't know what to do. She told me she really does love me, but she thought would never feel the same way for her because she is fat. But because she lied to me about something so big, I don't know what to believe anymore. I want to believe that she's the same sweet girl I fell in love with, and that she is struggling with her own body right now. I'm not angry at her because of the way she looks. I'm angry because she lied to me. I've been crying all day, and I'm a little drunk. I know I shouldn't have drank, but I needed something. Please anyone, I need help with this.