When I was nine years old, I fantasized by the first time with one of my teachers. I imagined how it would be making love with her. When I was eleven years old I fantasized with some my teachers. I remember one with a nice voice. I masturbated while I imagined her. It was the same during my high school days, I fantasized with my teachers. When I was seventeen years old I had a short affair with a twenty-eight year old woman,but no sex.I was shy and naive.One year later it happened the same with a 31 year old woman. There was a difference between my fantasies and reality.Later, I finally made love with a woman who was sixteen older than me. I remember after that, in my fantasies, I wanted to have many sexual partners, however, I wasn´t succesful. It was a kind of virtual world.I wanted to control many women at the same time,but it was only in my imagination.Finally, I got marry. However after some years, I am feeling unhappy.My wife doesn´t like sex so much and I am still fantasizing. I have imagined making love with some of my wife´s friends, over and over again. I have had the chance of making love with other women, but I always try to control many at the same time. I live in a small town, I think someone could see me and tell my wife. I am afraid. I don´t want to lose my wife. I´m feeling frustrated.What do you think I should do? I need an advice.