Hi folks I've pretty much been single all my life, I recently had something happen to me but I won't go in to any details. I think I need a woman in my life to help me through a difficult time for me at the moment. I'm a male in my early 30s, the only female enjoyment I get is through porn. I have yet to experience any type of relationship in my life. I'm generally a shy person and find it hard to communicate with people at times. I have a disability, but that is a different story. I like women between the ages of say 25 and I will admit I like older women too, so probably 50-60 years old. Is it wrong for a bloke my age to like women of that age?? I have a desire that I will try to explain. The thing that turns me on is a woman who is nicely dressed and not looking slutty. I prefer seeing women that dress like a lady. My desire is, I would like to be in a room with an older lady and we sit opposite each other. I'd like to watch her playing with herself. If I was to place an ad, where and what could I put in it. I've never experienced any sort of initmacy at all. It would be a great moment in my life if I finally could. Thanks all.