I am 18, male, and in grade 12 of my highschool. Ugh.. this is going to seem dumb, i just hope i can get some help. When i came into grade 9, i met a girl sitting beside me in class, her name was Shawna. We became semi-friend's for the whole 5 month semester. She is beautiful, very smart, and fun to be around. I wanted to ask her out, but i was afraid of rejection, so i just sat back. Turns out, some guy asked her out a few month's after i met her.. (i will get back to this soon). She went out with him throughout the rest of grade 9, and for the first semeter of grade 10. I than transfered schools because i was haveing problems at that school. I'm pretty sure she lives in the town i do, population of 14,000. Now, i am still thinking of her-- every day. I fell in love with her over that year and a half, and i have not lost the memories yet. I have no idea wether or not she is still dateing that guy--or another. I really want her. As a best friend-- as a girlfriend. I have noidea how to approach this situation. I cant think of anything. During that year-an-a-half, i did not get her address or phone number. So i really cant do anything. I just want the chance to love her. But it doesnt look like im going to get it. Any suggestions? Please.. im desperate.