I have a hole that needs filling, but I feel kind of like a loser for even mentioning it. See, for the past coupla years I have had a very active virtual sex life. At any given time I had a handful of men that I'd chat with via instant messaging, voice chatting and I even did a bit of camming. When I first started doing it, I admit to not telling my husband about it, but the guilt got to be too much and it was getting to the point where it wasn't worth it. Ironically, once I did talk it over with my husband and found out he was not only OK with it, but he actually wanted to know all the details, my pool of studs kind of dried up. The problem is, I seem to have lost my mojo for attracting new cyber lovers and its bringing me down. When I was cybering on a daily basis, my libido, ego, and overall state of bliss was pretty high, and now that its gone, I feel there's nothing but a hole where all that good stuff used to be. Another thing is, I used to write some really kickass stories about my sexcapades or about things that were inspired by them, but now, my erotica muse has all but split. I feel like a shell of my former self and my real sex life is being affected by it.