So im sure some of you may remember some other threads i have made lately about a girl. Well on V-Day the WORST day of the year I finally get things figured out... I dont quite know how to even explain it but basically this was a totally fake relationship and she was lieing the entire time probably about EVERYTHING. If you dont mind im going to post some things from myspace where i was talking to people. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Pride Date: Feb 14, 2008 5:18 AM hey man whats up. I actually just have a simple question. I was wondering if you and alexis have anything goin on?.. Like are you 2 goin out or anything? From: "The other guy" Date: Feb 14, 2008 1:51 PM Alexis and I are actualy currently together she is waiting on me to get back from Iraq. Why exactly are you asking me this? If you wanted to know so you didn't butt in on a relationship you are a real man " thats hard to find " Thank you if somethings going on that i need to know about please let me know. From: Pride Yes to be honest man i needed know for that exact reason. Sorry to tell you but she has been playing us both for fools and now i feel like a dumb fuck for it. Man im sure the news isnt good to you either. Kind of hurts to be honest. But she has been lieing her ass off to me and i've been trying to get to the bottom of it and i thought this might be the only way for sure. Me and alexis have actually been somewhat heavy into it i guess you could say. She has been telling me you 2 broke up only after she kept denying you 2 were every together at all which i found out was untrue from some others. Today in fact i brought it up again because i KNEW that things just didnt add up. I'm really not telling you this out of trying to ruin anything at all and i dont understand why she would try to do this to either of us. And im sure as hell glad i could let you know about it the same as i have Then to a friend where i am discussing some of it._____________ well i dont know if you know about paul... But basically she has just been constantly lieing to me about it. And even getting mad at me when i tried to figure things out saying "fine believe what you want" type bullshit. And even after i knew everything i made myself believe her becuz i wanted to so fucking badly. Even when i saw her in school thursday i mentioned it and she still lied to me about it...i had to go and talk to paul and tell her b4 she finally would admit to it even then seh tried to bullshit her way out of it. All i was to her was a spot filler I feel like such a dumbass. You know and this is how she always was telling me that i need to be more possitive about things...and when i say things like "im just not meant to be happy i always get screwed over" she would get mad and tell me some bullshit WHILE she was doing it herself... I just dont get what i have done in life that was so fucking bad to CONSTANTLY have shit happen to me like this... My life motto is "for every one good thing that happens in my life there is always something else that happens that is far worse than the good was good" And she would sit there and get mad at me about it and shit...all the while she knew what she was doing herself. I'm sure thats confusing probably but i dont feel like typing it....I dont even want to read what i posted and i dont have a lot of time to do so anyways...Gotta go to work... But damn i knew it and i still went along with it blindly. I dont even know what feeling i should have for like the first time in a VERY VERY long time i let someone get close to me. And exactly what i always say happens...happened.