I'm not sure where to start this. I know that I shouldn't be telling you stuff like this. If people found out that I was talking dirty on the Internet, I would never hear the end of it! I live in a small town where word spreads fast, if you know what I mean. I don't want to sound paranoid, but I know if people found out what I am going to tell you, it would be all over the place. I've been dating this guy for about six months now. I met him at the supermarket, he does a little bit of everything there. He stocks the shelves, works in the produce department, he even runs the registers. It is a small store, there aren't too many people who work there. So everyone who works there, knows how to do everything. I moved to this town about a year ago. Maybe it was a little less than a year, maybe more like nine months ago. I grew up in a big city, with big buildings and all that stuff. Fast cars and fast people were a way of life around there. I didn't like it. I didn't like having to feel like I was in a hurry all the time. I hated driving down the road and have people honk the horn at me because I'm not willing to go twice the speed limit. The drivers where I am from are real assholes, let me tell you. My boyfriend, let's call him Rich. Rich wanted to have anal sex. I didn't like that idea much, but I told him that I would make him a deal. I would let him fuck me in the ass, if I could stick a strap on dildo up his ass. He didn't like that idea too much, but he really wanted to have anal sex. I have been wanting to have sex with a man using a strap on for as long as I can remember. I don't know why, I really don't. I just wanted to feel like I am the one in charge. A few weeks went by and Rich asked me again if I would like to have anal sex. I responded the same way telling him that I would if he would let me do it to him. Rich said that he wanted to try it so bad, that he would go along with it. He would let me fuck him in the ass if I let him do me. This was like a dream come true to me. Rich and I went to an adult bookstore to get a strap on dildo. Actually, it was more like a little journey to the adult bookstore. We had to travel for about an hour to the adult shop. This town is so small, there aren't any adult shops. You can get a dirty magazine at the gas station, but that is about it. You won't find any sex toys there. We actually made plans for the whole day when we went to the adult bookstore. We went out to eat at a nice place. It wasn't really expensive, but better than anything you would find in our town. I had pork chops and Rich had ribs, he made a mess while eating his ribs. Luckily I he didn't get any of it on his clothes. His face and hands were covered with the sauce that was on the ribs. We also went to see a movie. I don't even remember what it was called, it was that bad. It wasn't bad, I just wasn't in the mood to watch a movie. I thought it would be neat to get out of the house a little. But, the movie wasn't good and the butter on the popcorn tasted too fake. I like real butter on my popcorn. Rich, he didn't mind that the butter tasted fake, he at almost the whole big bucket. Men, they will eat anything, just like wild animals. We then went for a walk along the river. This was probably one of my favorite things that we did. I love being in the open outdoors. We walked along the bank of the river and held hands. I felt like I was a little girl in love. Everything just felt right, I wish I could explain it. The mood was right, the air was right, I really wished that we could have had sex. But, Rich doesn't like having sex in public. "I can't believe we have actually made it here," Rich said as he pulled into the adult bookstore. I couldn't tell if he as nervous or not. Sometimes people are nervous when they go into places like this. They look tense, like they haven't taken a shit for weeks. I love seeing the guys who run in and run out. They are probably business men or people known in the community. They are too embarrassed to admit that they look at porn. We went in and I was shocked. I have never been to this store. I have heard lots about it, but I have never been inside. This was an adult paradise, wall to fucking wall porn. You name it, they had it. From videos to the craziest sex toys you could ever imagine. "Look at all of this stuff!" Rich said as he looked around. "I'm getting a video to watch for later!" I said as I saw the huge selection of videos. Where to start? I had no idea, but I knew that I wanted to look around. There was so much stuff, that I didn't know where to start. I wish I could have spent all day at this place. This place was a real super center for porn lovers. I couldn't believe all the stuff they had. I also was about to learn a lesson or two about sex toys. "How about we look at the videos first?" I asked. Rich did as I asked, we looked at the videos. There were so many videos, that I couldn't look at them all. I would be there all day long if I did! "I think I am going to get this gay fireman video," I said as I picked it up off the shelf. "Gay fireman video? Are you really into that stuff?" Rich asked shocked. I don't know why men find this so shocking. After all, they like to see two lesbians go at it. I don't see why it is surprising that I would like such a thing. "Sure, I do," I said as I read the box of the movie. "That is just gross! Two men butt fucking is plain gross!" Rich said while shaking his head. "It's no more gross than two women having sex," I said. I had him on that one, he didn't know what to say. He looked at some videos that he wanted. I've never known Rich to be much of a porn viewer, but he sure was enjoying looking at the boxes that the porn movies where in. "Wow! Look at this, these are old women having sex!" Rich said shocked. "That is disgusting, I wouldn't watch that if you paid me to!" I said turning away from it in disgust. "I have to admit, I would rather watch two guys butt fuck than watch this!" Rich said laughing. Rich got a video then we went over and looked at the toys. I have never seen such long fake dicks in my life. They had dildos there that were longer than my arm! I couldn't believe that women were able to stick that much up themselves!