I am a happily married woman, almost ten years. My husband and I have a pretty good sex life. But something happened about half a year ago and I am a bit changed and dont know what to do. I was searching for something on youtube and a video or two women having sex came up (soft porn I guess it is called) and I could not look away. I was completely turned on. And now, every while, when I am home alone I actively look for things to watch so that I can properly get turned on like that and then go masturbate. I now look for stories with woman with women and watch something almost every other day. Now, I dont know how this board works, but I am not looking for advice like "well go tell your husband and see what he says" or "go have a fling". I am a religious woman and will not leave my marriage for something like this. So what do I do? Just continue to allow myself to watch things that make me terribly horny and then go help myself? Or do you think I should try and stop this at all costs? Anyone have any advice?