my biggest turn on is probably when women(over 25) are into young school boys. but the problem is, those kinds of women will NEVER be into a guy like me. with all the babyfaced, shaggy-haired, hairless bodied guys out there to choose from, they'd never choose a guy like me with a grown up mature looking face and a hairy body. it makes me so depressed all the time. it's like being in love with someone and knowing you can't have them. everytime i hear anything about an older woman/young guy pairing it feels like a punch in the stomach. i sometimes even feel bad when i see some cute teenage guy whom i know would be much more likely to attract those kinds of women than me. i'm trying so hard to change the way i look so i can be more boylike. i grew my hair out, but since it's really curly it looked ugly, so i cut it.now i look much more grown up. i'm even thinking of shaving off all my body hair.