Know from experience that there are girls who really like it, and totally get off that way. As I personally don’t really get off that way (being penetrated in the ass) I have to sort a wonder what is it that you do enjoy? Can you explain it? Is it the penetration mostly? Going in and so much not out? A girl I was with didn’t like lube and seemed to like longgggg slowwww in. Yes, I had to very careful. Is it the wildly alternating sensations between going in and out? Is it the intense feeling of fullness? Do you find mild pain pleasurable or at least intensely erotic? Is it a feeling of violation that you enjoy? Like feeling the guy orgasm in your ass? Like the feeling of being ‘well and truly used’? Is it just that fact that it makes you cum and it’s a different orgasm? Is it primarily a DP thing feeling two ‘members’ in you?