I put up a very angry and unsubstantiated post in the newbie forum, all bitchin and whining in the way that a neglected dog does when left outside on a cold night. Well for those of you that didnt realise it already, I am in fact the worlds most disgusting and intolerable jerkoff....yet the best thing in the world happened to me today. She came back to me, I cant believe it, I still cant, but she still loves me. And she said she is willing to anything as long as it means a future with me. Jesus, Im still crying and stuff. Have been all day (though embarassing it did get me out of my lab today...EVIL) Im happy. I know I dont deserve to be happy, but still Im sickeningly happy. And I like it. Could any of you forgive one so worthless as me? I dont know if even I could. Still.....uhhh.....yeah Im sticking around here. Just because Im not single doesnt mean I cant get new knowledge about "The Sex". Ive got the product of what happens when God shows off to please afterall. Wish me luck....or at least make fun of me. .....damn I was such an ass.