I couldn't sleep so I decided to masturbate. I usually go for clitoral stimulation but I decided to finger myself instead thinking I'd get even more pleasure. Masturbation for me tends to just involve rubbing my clit through my underwear and while it feels great, the pleasure tends to be quiet short lived. So I put on one of my favorite pornos, did some nipple play and got to work fingering myself. I started with one finger then added another. To say the least I was surprised to have not felt any pleasure at all. I tried pushing my fingers in as far as they could go, did circular motions and curved my fingers upward and stroked which only resulted in me pressing against what I can only assume was my bladder because I had the feeling of wanting to pee. I tried different speeds and still nothing. I must have been at it for atleast 15-20 minutes. I don't know what the heck I was doing wrong. Is this even normal? Frankly I'm disappointed and any excitement I might have had towards having sex for the first time has gone down significantly.