I usually come on here and talk about all these nasty things I think of but I would like to express the ultimate fantasy I have, that I hope comes true some day.. Someday, I hope to feel a real love connection while im having sex with my bf.. The entire almost 9 years we have been together, I have never felt that love making feeling with him.. It always feels like either im a piece of meat he's using this week, or im just a fuck buddy.. he's never made me feel special during sex like im his love or the best thing he's ever had and sometimes I would like to have that feeling that im awesome and loved... I would like for him to kiss me softly and tell me he loves me and feel him make love to me slow and sweetly.. Not every time of course, but every now and then would be nice... I suppose it's just way too much to ask for..