OK, I have never "posted" to this or ANY other board, so here goes. I'm trying to figure out why I'm so fucked up that I have this secret fantasy to watch my wife fuck another man, most likely in a threesome type situation. Where does this stem from? I have been very happily married to her for 20 years with an awesome sex life, but this has just recently risen to the surface. Thankfully, my wife is very cool and didn't freak out on me when we were talking recently about our sex life and I brought it up. She said that she might be open to it (if it really meant that much to me) but it would need to be SUPER thought out, etc. She mostly says "that sounds like a fantasy that will probably just never come true" based on possible jealousy issues, drama, etc. I am not bi-sexual, I have NO interest in touching another dude, but I want to see the pleasure on my wife's face while getting it on with another man while I am with her....what the fuck is wrong with me? It is my "go-to" fantasy when I am masturbating on my own, especially when I want to finish quickly....HELP!! And please do not reply to this post with things like "well where do you live, I will come help you, HAHA!"...I am serious.