I broke up with my boyfriend (the one i posted about cumming too soon) because we just weren't connecting enough and i became unhappy. I broke up with him Saturday and he spent Saturday night and Sunday begging for me back I felt so bad.. but I haven't missed him or anything... I'm actually pretty in love with someone else, who is actually my best friend (male) and he told me Saturday night he was in love with me so once I'm ready I am going to become his girlfriend... I fell for him about 2-3 weeks ago when I was seriously depressed ( I suffer with Bi polar so my moods go everywhere for no reason) and he came around one night and he was feeling low but as soon as i saw him my depression disappeared and i was just laughing all the time because that's the affect he has on me. I haven't been depressed since actually altho I was a little down last week because he disappeared and I didn't know where he had disappeared to and i missed him. Turned out he was working in London lol and when he came back he was straight around here telling me how much he'd missed me. I haven't been in love properly for around 2/3 years and I'm so happy... I can't wait to be his girlfriend but I respect my last relationship needs space... it'll hurt my ex more if I got with my best friend now instead of later. xxx Thanks for reading!