I am in a relationship with a beautiful girl who I have a very special emotional connection with. Everything is great and the relationship has potential of lasting a very long time. The problem is I enjoy receiving oral sex very much and she will not do it. She had a relationship with another guy for about 5 years and never went down on him. She will have sex, but not oral. I have never gone down on a girl, but I want her and I to experience these things together. She has received before but never given. She is very weird about semen and touching herself and I think blowjobs is the thing she is most adamant about not giving. She says they do not appeal to her. She has even gone so far as to consider letting me get head from another girl.. something which I am not comfortable doing. I feel as though she doesnt care about my needs sexually. I dont know if she will ever get over this and it is very hard to bring up with her because she gets very uncomfortable. I dont know if I should just end the relationship now and be best friends with her. I really want to have a completely healthy sexual life and with her im not sure if i could get it. Any comments appreciated. Thank you.