i think im hitting a rock bottom of some sort. That girl ive been seeing just got back from vacation. She didn't want to see me this week because she's going to hang out with her ex instead. Translation-never wants to see me again. Relationship over. My dad is in the hospital right now. His blood pressure went out of control from an anxiety attack. He's stable now. My two best friends are pussy whipped to the point where last night was the first time we hang out in months. They're not the same anymore, not fun, not happy go lucky, not the same people i grew up with. They dont want to hang loose and eat shit like we used to, they just want to end the night early because their girls are calling them to pick them up. My older brother died last July in a motorcycle accident, and my life has sucked exponentially ever since. So ive had absolutely nobody interested in hanging out with me, got ditched by my girl and my best friends, am an only child after 19 years with my bro, and i have alot of uncertainty in my future career. I'm hating life. Just had to blow off some steam and write this up.