I figured since this has to do with women that I've fallen head over heels for in the past, this would be better suited in this subforum. Okay, so...to lay out a background, I'm still a virgin, never been in a relationship, and never even been kissed. Over time I've had an emotional problem come up where I've fallen madly in love with my closest female friends. None of them have worken out, but I've still remained friends with them. For some reason, with my best friend, every time I hear about them having sex(not very often but still), it kills me inside. About anything else, though, and I'm fine. Why is it that thinking about them having sex with someone else hurts me, but hearing about anything else does not?