Despondency tonight :(

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  1. lbushwalker

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    Every thread I look at is me the last poster.......:ugh
    Is any one else alive out there?
    Ok so my time zone might be a bit out of synch to the rest of the world but folks you got to understand that I am alone and have been for almost two days now!
    SO on compassionate leave gone back to do family for sad burial stuff but I been so bloody happy for 3 years this feels like a vacuum and not even you guys out there filling the gaps........oh woe is me but luckily still have streaming classical music to share the, well.....loneliness :eek.
    On top of that I am staring at the big six zero.......shit can't get any more despondent can it?
    Yes it can but as still get a morning stiffy while there is life there is hope!
    Told one of my dying patients when does a man expire?
    Answer: 15 min after he has gone and his erection subsides, but for real he laughed and then died exactly 15 mins later after of course his last nurse bed wash!
    People that is the truth, real truth I swear!
     
  2. MordsithLove

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    I'm here bush!!

    60 is the new 40...did you not get that memo? ;)
     
  3. lbushwalker

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    Oh yeah that meno..... now where did I put that thing?
    Can't see, can't hear, fuck what is the hope?
    Oh, who is that new Sheila that started today.?
    Corker in that tight skirt to be sure.....
    What's my pulse again?
     
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    Mordes, truth is that SO is only 3 years senior to my gorgeous, wonderful, you name it, Top Gum Astro Physics ballerina, multi lingual PhD 26 yo daughter :eyes.
    That and SO is not lacking either.
    Now do you understand my predicament?
     
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    ibush, I hope you're feeling better.

    xx
     
  6. lbushwalker

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    All good now.......grey moments over but thanks for caring Mords & Cappy also Mitt for relocating the thread.
     
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    Bush, I hear your frustrations, I think we all have them during any age range or passing some milestone that society has set, but one thing I was told my my father-in-law when I was dealing with some setbacks for a guy my age is "there are people out there who have it way worse than you do" which are true words.

    Hope you've cheered up a bit mate.
     
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    Thanks for those kind words ST; that time just had a tough stressful 13 hour day at work to come home to an empty house whereas normally we are together 24/7 so the vacuum felt especially intense.
    She had to leave suddenly due to death in the family stuff and after a couple of days I started feeling vulnerable myself.
    All good now tho' and know that even as not always acknowledged, people here do care of one another although never met in real life.
    In some ways that is even more touching..........because we can more easily open up to our true feelings whereas in "real" life we often bottle up.
    You guys are just awesome!
    Despite your father in laws wise sombre words, I in fact still cannot believe my blessings in being where I am at this stage of my life and only wish I was far younger for it to last longer but hey destiny is what it is :eyes
    At least I have and still living the dream :)
     
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    Cheers, Bush. I hope all is well there now. Do something big fun on your 60th.
    Regards,
    Rocker
     
  10. lbushwalker

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    Ok, challenge before big six zero arrives; need serious ideas!
    Climbed Himalayan peaks, dived real deep depths, challenged severe survival skills (not pussy "reality" TV shit) jumped free fall, hiked >1000 kms, rock climbed & rappelled dangerous faces, MC speeds > 180 Kms/hr, a few times drunk, fucked with women less half my age so what next?
    Only thing I can think of and real fearing still is........anal sex either direction but is there anything else I can test self bravery before this ultimate test?
     
  11. MordsithLove

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    How about fighting dragons?! :p

    You've lived some pretty adventurous stuff there my friend! Maybe travel somewhere you've never been? I'm stale of ideas....I'm still waking up :D
     
  12. lbushwalker

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    Thanks Mords, always there for me hey :)
    Still needing ideas of truly adrenalin packed or endorphin filled thrills and caring nothing for personnel consequences.
    If going out wanting it in big style.
    No death wish intended just wanting a blast!
    Dragons are mythical Devils are real so maybe taking on organised crime?
    Nah, leaving that for Superman; American superhero legend ;)
     
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    Have you thought of sky diving, bungee jumping, white water rafting, scuba diving, free diving, moto cross trail raiding, climbing a mountain, going on a cross country road trip...there are so many things out there to do and explore ;)
     
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    why come to a computer forum and whine? By all means shoot yourself if that's what you want to do.
     
  15. mrcock

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    ^ what tha fuck
     
  16. Dragon_Fire

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    Because Bushie has been here for ages and considers MOST of us to be his friends that's why.

    If you don't have something constructive to add, I suggest you sit on your hands and resist the urge to type.
     
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    well, Mr Cock, this is a sex forum. sex is fun, this is a fun site not a whiney ' oh someone pity me ' site
     
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    i apologize but it's like a said to Mr Cock; this is a fun sex forum, everyone else on this site is talking about sucking cock and fucking and this person complains all the time. there are sites for people to whine and complain--they're not sex sites.
     
  19. Dragon_Fire

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    Check the top of your page. This is the off topic section. We ARE allowed to talk about things other than sex here. You really need to check out this site further before you jump in so recklessly.
     
  20. jaimieandlisa

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    this is The United States OF AMERICA and you're allowed to say pretty much anything you want; wherever you want. I am nevertheless absolutely allowed--LOL to jump in with what would probably prove to be a majority in dissent. Who honestly comes to a forum named Sexual Forums to read a bunch of whiny crap?
     
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