Every thread I look at is me the last poster.......:ugh Is any one else alive out there? Ok so my time zone might be a bit out of synch to the rest of the world but folks you got to understand that I am alone and have been for almost two days now! SO on compassionate leave gone back to do family for sad burial stuff but I been so bloody happy for 3 years this feels like a vacuum and not even you guys out there filling the gaps........oh woe is me but luckily still have streaming classical music to share the, well.....loneliness :eek. On top of that I am staring at the big six zero.......shit can't get any more despondent can it? Yes it can but as still get a morning stiffy while there is life there is hope! Told one of my dying patients when does a man expire? Answer: 15 min after he has gone and his erection subsides, but for real he laughed and then died exactly 15 mins later after of course his last nurse bed wash! People that is the truth, real truth I swear!