So I didn't grow up loving pleasuring girls orally. Im very weird about what I'll put in my mouth and vaginas are no different. Now that Im an adult I don't necessarily have an aversion to cunilingus, but I can't exactly say I "enjoy" it. This is an issue for my gf because she enjoys it, immensely. And despite my reluctance, I'm apparently pretty good at it, so she wants it whenever possible..But I'm not down for it for two main reasons: 1st it feels forced, like something I'm coerced to do. If she had an aversion to blowjobs, or sex in general, I'd stop because the last thing I want is for her to not enjoy the situation. I feel like when she starts pushing my head in that direction or makes comments about the infrequent nature of my trips down there, that it's similar to rape bu coercion. 2nd, aesthetics are a part of my attraction, and when I finally started to perform cunilingus it was to a female recipient that was quite small. So that has become the only type of crotch I've enjoyed sticking my face in. My gf is not small by any means, and while her size doesn't prevent me from wanting to have sex, It does inhibit me from wanting to engage in the full repertoire. Any advice from the ladies as to how to approach this?