i am single'ish. i am pretty old compared to most of you but had just one relationship in the past with a woman 10 years older. it was fun but for 3 years i was never able to cum inside her. she told me she loved it because i could go for hours but no woman would stay with me with that problem. i have no problem getting hard and staying hard. i can jerk off fine. have been doing it for 20+ years. i am not very good looking but still want to have a normal family. i have met someone but i am not sure what to do. she maybe my last chance but i don't have the right to ruin her life. i read somewhere that jerking off with strong hands can kill all sensation. but that is the only relief i have. please tell me what i should do.