Hello all: First time posting here. So my boyfriend just broke up with me the day before yesterday and I'm totally devastated. I would give details, but for this post it's not really pertinent. My question/problem is this. Even though I'm really down in the dumps, crying a lot, etc, part of me wants to masturbate. I'm worried that this might make me feel worse. I should note that I always use pornography when masturbating. Has anyone else out there felt bad/guilty about masturbating right after being dumped? Am I being silly? I'm afraid to do anything that might make me feel worse. In case it matters, though it shouldn't, I'm a 34-year-old gay male coming out of a six month relationship that sprang from being best friends for five years. Any help/suggestions are very much appreciated!