I recently found out that my boyfriend is a subscriber of gayformen.com, a site for gays and bisexuals, and that he sometimes reads nude mags for gays! I felt shattered when I learned about this. I confronted him, and he told me that it's just nothing, that he loves me and that he's planning our future together. I can feel that he's sincere about building a family together. What I don't understand is, why does he view stuffs for gays? I'm scared that he may not be satisfied when we have sex, and that I may never be able to satisfy him since he's desiring for something I can never have. Is it true that those are just sexual desires and it's nothing? Can a guy love a woman and at the same time have sexual desires for the same sex? Im so confused on what to believe in right now.