For the past couple of days my feelings of frustration and hurt have been building up until I feel like I'm going to explode! I know that it's not his fault that he's depressed and that talking to someone and maybe happy pills might help. It bothers me that there's nothing I can do that seems to help. No words, nothing seems to make any difference whatsoever. He's been there for me when I'm going through hard times and I want to be there for him, but I don't know how. It's hard when he pushes me away. I talk to him and listen, but I wish I could do more. I know it's selfish but I feel like I'm so busy being there for him, but there's no one to support me. That I just have to buck up and be stronger than I am. I feel guilty for feeling this way. I believe that we can get through anything, no matter how I feel right now. I guess, I just need to hold on to that and know that there is a light at the end. Am I wrong for feeling this way? I love him with all my heart and hate to see him hurting so much with me being powerless to do anything! I don't talk to him about these feelings because I don't want to add salt to the wound. So I come online and write it out because if I don't get it out, it will consume me.