I posted this in the General sex discussions forum, and it was not well-received: I have a fantasy I obsess about. Me and my lover walk into a room, and he slaps me, hard, across the face. He yanks my hair and throws me onto the bed, and beats me into submission. He holds me down and fucks me really hard, and chokes me. I stare into his eyes with such love while he fucks me, tears rolling down my cheeks, mixing with the blood.