Currently I am strongly attracted to a 50 year old man even though I'm only 19.. I know it's bad but I'm okay with it. I wouldn't want a relationship with an older man, but sometimes I just find them attractive and want to have sex. And no I wasn't abused as a child. I'm not depressed or messed up. I just have this sort of fetish. One day I hope I can act on these desires if the situation is right. But until then, it's just a nice fantasy. Any other women find themselves attracted to older men (not like senior citizens! Sometimes just 5,10, or 15 year older) ? Or am I just crazy..