It was weird and it freaked me out a bit. Laying in bed, he puts his hands down my pants and starts feeling me up. He then took my hand and placed it on his package. We were both clothed. An image of Michael Jackson and a child sitting on his lap popped in my head when that happened. I wanted to tell him that but didn't want him to feel like a pervert. I know he's a sex abuse survivor himself though he won't talk about it. I've heard bits of it from other people I have no memory of being sexually abused as a child. Though when I was reading the signs of sexual abuse survivors, I have some of the behavior signs. One thing I've noticed, I've always been attracted to men with a certain hair color and body build. My buddy fits that description.