Hi all! This is my first post here, and i wanted to share my experiences and know what you think about it... Well, first of all, iï¿½m male with an especific interest in girls only. with that said, i say that, up until recently, iï¿½ve discovered a different type of sexual pleasure from anal... only with myself, during masturbation. I ended up buying a dildo-toy that i wanted to try and I was very concerned with that, at first, and didnï¿½t felt confortable with it, afterwards. You know, for the whole taboo thing and the fear itself. But the experience was... different. great, actually. It was very different, a feeling that you just dont get from the normal things i used to do. I felt somewhat very vulnerable, and experimented different feelings about myself... it was a very intimate thing, and it excited me to know i was getting fucked by this toy (kinda like the way i like to fuck the girls). I dont know if i would ever do anything like that with any girl, basically for the fear the she, the girl, would think thats not ok and that iï¿½m homo. I mean, iï¿½m pretty confortable with my sexuallity and know what i want... the pleasure i derived from this came from the very different feelings, same even associated with taboo and such, and from the notion of being fucked the way i like to fuck. it was kinda like being on "her" skin, for a change. I have no interest in men in any way; in fact, nothing about a man actualy atracts me. Itï¿½s girls for me all the way - i just love them! Love every aspect of them. Anyways, i wanted to know what the girls think about this... i mean, does it really freak you out or anything? The fact that i was enjoying myself with a toy that resembles a penis (my own, actually) bothers you somehow? I thought the experience was great, something different than the usual... but felt very concerned for having doing this afterwards. must confess i felt strong contradictory feelings, with the whole fear of being gay an such - even though i still very feel secure about myself and my love for the girls! Holy! Sorry for the book-long text.... anyways, tell me what you think. thanks!