This is my first post in a forum such as this, but I feel like this is a safe place to talk about this kind of thing. So here goes: My desires have gotten more bizarre with time, but still considered safe, I guess. I've always been obsessed with large breasts and blowjobs. Blowjobs more so than sex. I can't really think of anything better than a girl wrapping her lips around my cock, and going to town on it. I then started getting inflation fetishes. First it was breast expansion, which seemed natural because I love giant breasts. Then I discovered belly expansion, which horrified me at first. There was nothing sexy about it. Because of the lack of material for breast expansion I ended up gravitating towards belly and then body expansion. I'm still confused as to why I find it's sexually exciting, but I just attribute it to being different. What's interesting is that I've never ejaculated to that kind of porn. I always end up going back to the blowjob, big breast porn. If I fantasize about it, it's a combination of the inflation and blowjob porn. Because of the lack of intimacy in my life I've tried to masturbate purely with my mind to try to simulate a girl going down on me (sounds corny, I know). I've only achieved orgasm once like this. I always get close now, but I can't get it to happen again. After trying to accomplish orgasm this way I just take my cock in my hand, and cum like a fountain because of the build up. This is my first ever talking about it. Does anyone else here have fetishes like this? If so, I'd love to hear about it.