I know few actually read these blogs so I'm more so writing this for myself then anyone else. I want to be clear that I'm not being emo, whiny or anything else of the sort, I just need to vent my angry, frustration, confusion and everything else I'm feeling right now. I hope you all can understand that. Bear with me, this will be random.. I'm just putting my thoughts down is all.

Now...where to start....


I was speaking with a fellow forum member this morning about...

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I need a distraction.

I've never been so emotionally broken and drained.

I don't need your "I'm sorry's"
I don't need your prayers,
I sure as hell don't need your "I know how you must be feeling" because you have no idea.


What I need right now is a distraction.

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For whatever reason, those words popped into my head and continue to play over and over. It's like a song that you listen to and have the same verse stuck there for the entire day.

Though, I woke up out of a light sleep and instantly that's the first thing I thought.

Who the "you" is, I haven't a clue.

I will however say this, I love the smile that my husband gets, almost in his sleep while I trace my hands down his body.

He just did...

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Work is kicking my ass.

I never thought sitting at a computer all day for work would be as exhausting as it is.

Plus,

the green eyed monster in me came out this morning...that hasn't happen in a long time.

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So this is my first attempt ever at writing anything even remotely erotic, but yesterdays activities needed to be documented. This is only part one of the day. I hope you all enjoy it enough for me to post the rest.




I'll never quite understand how we came to this point. I wont try to understand it. I'll just keep loving every last moment of it...

Pt. 1

The past few weeks have been stressful, to say the least. It's been a...

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