I actually don't think it's to do with his ego or with me doing something wrong against him. I don't make more money than him or make him feel little by no means...he's the man...lol
I do however feel that it may have a little to do with the age difference and of how he's already lived what he wanted and is just chilling in his comfort zone. There are times that he does (mostly in other issues than our sexual issues) make me feel like he see's me as a kid of some sort. Would you want to fuck a kid/child? I don't understand why he sees me like that, and it's not like I act like a child...
I've done everything from suggesting to watch a porno to suggesting to invite someone else to the bedroom and I just feel that it has to do something with his 'old fashion' standards and behavior.
I've been on here everyday since I've joined and I've read all the threads to find things to try. With everyone's help, I'm sure this will be resolved and I will feel better.
As for the other guy, let's say his name is George, we still talk, but I've got him on a leash...in other words, I'm keeping him separate from my husband. No matter how crappy the sexual tension is, I'm going to always be in love with my husband. I finally understand my feelings for George and it's nowhere close to how I feel for my husband, but I do hold him close and dear.
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