I think why I may be feeling bad about it is that when I watch porn, I can just picture Jacob, my ex-boyfriend, doing the same thing. And the idea of him being with another guy right now simply makes me upset and sickened. He did say, though, that he is not going to start dating/hooking up, or even having sex for some time, mainly due to some surgery he's about to have. So maybe that's why I'm feeling weird about it. Just the idea about him with another man makes me terribly upset.

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