Damn, with all the things you do to tease him I am not surprised he is always ready and you are feeling the need. You have me hot just reading your posts. There is nothing else honey but to consumate the act. You do not mention age, but when we are young, it is a primal need to have sex. And masturbation is not dirty in any way, it was a gift to us to release all of lifes pressures as well as feeling good. The way you tease this poor guy yet are putting marriage off for another year or so, I would be surprised if he is still there, he is only human after all. If he is "the one" you don't need a two year engagement, you are driving each other nuts!