Ok, Pakua, now I have time to tell you about my out of body experiences. The first time I remember having an episode was when I was a young teen. I was in my bed masturbating. I could hear the TV on in the living room as well as my brother playing music in his bedroom down the hall.
As I masturbated, having a fantasy about my math teacher, I had a hard time focusing because of all the noise and activity around me. What finally got me in the right place was stopping the fantasy and just honing in on the feelings that my clitoris was having. I worked at it and worked at it until....this is very hard to explain, so please bear with me...
When I looked down at my crotch it seemed like it was very far away and that the hands working on it were not my own, yet, they were not the hands of a stranger, either. The closer I got to orgasm, the more dis-jointed I felt. It was as if my head was separate from my body and that the only feeling I had was in my genitalia.
As I reached climax and my vaginal walls started to contract, I put my head back and let out a muffled scream. When I put my head back down and looked at myself, I was back to reality. The sudden rush of being put back together almost made me feel like I had motion sickness. The orgasm was fantastic, but I was scared and confused about what all had happened.
After I calmed down, and analyzed it, I felt a sense of peace. I realized that I didn't know what had happened but I had my head back on and things were good.
I've had those experiences a few other times throughout the years, once when I was using a shower massage to get off with. That time, when my head became disengaged my body almost slumped to the floor of the shower. My knees buckled, but I was able to catch myself. That ruined the floaty feeling for a while, but I was able to get back on track and rock my own little world. |