Recently I had a dream that literally brought tears to my eyes but in a good way.
It was simple, I was on the bus coming home from college when a girl sat beside me. She had dark blonde hair, a red cardigan and had the prettiest smile and look about her. We started to talk, about what I forget, but I remember getting an amazing feeling from her. In the dream it was my stop so to say goodbye I held her hand. I remember gently rubbing my thumb against the back of her hand feeling such immense love and warmth. This was the kind of feeling that is missing in my life, I though. She smiled.
I woke up. For a few minutes I was convinced it was real and felt so happy. I finally snapped out of it but I'll always remember that dream. That's the feeling I need. A loving partner that just connects with me on such a personal level. I mean, I've always known this and I'm not the type to mindlessly "fuck around" but I'm still missing something, I'm missing someone like her.
Here's hoping it'll happen...