It Can Be Told

All joking aside, it can be told........a real story 'bout me. I don't how you would feel, but I was born autistic. My family, especially my
brother and pop, along with the teachers and students, were mean to me, lied
to me, ripped my off, even cursed at me, shouted mean stuff bout me, even beat
me with their fists, whips, belts and worse, tried to break my fingers, slammed me
to the wall and the floor, spanked me (one of the teachers even had one of the
students spank me), even tied me--in fact, one of the teachers tied me to a chair
to force me to eat bad food. Once even my brother tried to tear my head off. Just
so much stuff, that I ain't got all the paper in the world to make a list of. And all
that is no lie. And all cruel, especially to an autistic like me. I have had no love
and comfort for years since, just hurt, lies, false promises and people cheating me
and ripping me off.

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Hey man, that's a really sad story. All those fucked up people that were so cruel to you must lead a horrible existence.

What Matters Most Is How Well You Walk Through The Fire. Bukowski

It was a nightmare that haunts me even today, even worse than what those Vietnam vets went through when it came to The Hanoi Hilton.

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That is absolutely terrible; I am truly sorry that you experienced that during your life. I wish a horrible fate to those that made you suffer. If you ever need someone to talk to I will be here, just pm me.

Love is the fuel for life

Thanks.

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i'm sure they aint allowed to do that in schools :S bad spelling and grammer too. im not 100% convinced this is true sorry, but if it is i appologise and i give you all my sympathy.

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Sorry to hear about your crappy childhood Wolf...at least your among friends here...drop by anytime... were always pleased to see you

Just where did you go to school.
I have a niece that is autistis and she has no problems.
No one should go through what you described, Don't let it make you bitter.
As you have friends here.

Hiker

Villacorta, Cortez, California State University, Escalon, Rincon and East San Gabriel Valley School, all in California.

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Wolf, are you being held against your will? Are you being prevented from using a telephone? If the answer to both these questions is no, then can you explain why you haven't contacted the police and why you are still living with your family?

Also, you once said you "pitied me" because I said I could never see myself moving back in with my parents. You live with yours and apparently they make your life a living hell, so why are you still there? What exactly are the benefits to staying that situation?

My parents only want what's best for me. I'd move out if I could but there's 2 things i need to do that: a lot of money and a place. And it takes money to buy a place, and the rest.

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I'm with Vampire Raver if you need someone to talk to PM me. I have also been thru some shit in my life that you can never seem to get over. You found a place here at SF where we welcome you! Hope you stay around and join in on the fun.
Take care

No real reply to this, ive been through my own hell and back myself.
But i will say, what the vets went through i doubt was any picnic.

But if this is true and not a sad sad story then i am deeply sorry for all youve been through.
youll find there are many people in life that have had it far from easy

In the bible's name, it's the real truth.

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